Going throughout the whole day wondering why I can’t stand not talking to you. Why I can’t take it that you want to be alone for a while. I get that. But do you understand that this is really hard for me. I can’t wrap my mind around why we had to break up. I fucking get that you’re stressed. But you don’t let me help you. THAT’S what fucking bugs me. You go the most drastic route that you think will help things. I feel like something else is going on that you aren’t telling me. And if that’s the case then I am really going to be mad. I love you to pieces and I don’t want to lose you for anything. I don’t know what to tell you Zack. But you need to get things worked out, because I can’t take this anymore.